we all want answers.

I miss the memories, I miss everything that we had. But then i think to myself, was that even real? Did you really EVER care? Do you goto bed with a smile on your face? Are you satisfied with what you’ve said and done? Do you feel sorry for yourself when you have no right too? Are you proud of yourself to hide from everyone the real you? Are you proud to be living a lie? To be fooling people everyday by your fake personality? Do you get sick of hiding? Do you get sick of lying? I have so many questions, but I’ll never get an answer for them. Your ego is just too big to break.